Hi Troublemakers! Can I just begin by telling you that I feel like Im on an emotional roller coaster these days?
Im so excited that the world is about to open up again because I have a 6 month old niece I havent met. I need to hug my grandmother who turned 90 on New Years Day and didnt get to have her big bash. Im also feeling an unreasonable amount of jealousy for people who are vaccinated. I mean unreasonable, yall. I know when it becomes available for me, but I still check a couple times a week because I want, I want, I want! Whoever imagined this is that I would find myself coveting?! But also my heart is so heavy because we havent fully opened yet, and already there have been two mass shootings. After all of our shouting, “Lets not go back to normal; lets do something different,” it feels awful to sit in the reality of returning to this. And I wont lie. I miss seeing yalls faces and I have no idea how Im ever going to feel comfortable traveling again. Oh the paradoxes! I want to …